so me and my girl has been going out for over 2 months now and i am really likeing her alot it's weird how all these feeling came so quick. but my qustions that i despretly need anwsering is "how do you know when you are in love"?  because i think i am in love with my girl but i have never been in love before so i don't know which brings me to my next qustion "is two months to soon to fal in love with someone"?  men this is tough because i think about her all the time when am not with her i wanna be and  i want to do any thing in my power to be with her.  i would take a bullet for her without no hasitation.  but i don't know if she feels the same i know she really likes me... but love? thats a pretty big step.  the thought that i might be in love scares the shit out of me because that means i am more volnorable to being hurt. but... errrrrr this sucks cuz i can't get her out of my head no matter how hard i try not even sure if i want to ger her out of me head.  so yeah please if ya'll answer dose two qustions for me i'll be enternally greatful thanx and god bless

so i haven't updated in a while but everything is lookng really good. thanks to all of ya'll that gave me advise on my girl situation..didn't think anyone actually read this things.  but i took all the advise into consideration and i decided totalk to my girl and she reasures me that she is over her ex she says things could never be the same if they hook back up  and she just wants him as a friends but she says she getting to the point where she is starting to not care wheather he talks to her or not...she also says that she don't know why she can't stay single for very long she just always finds guys that sweeps her of her feet ( like me!! : )and i shouldn't think she is trying to fill some void. any ways it's going to be our 2 months in about three days i am really excited hopefully she is not lieing to me cuz i don't think i would be able to handle that but i believe her and i trust her so well just have to se what happens. in other news i stop working two jobs  that shit was just killing me instead i just pick up more hours in my highst paying job ttyl later

men having two jobs and trying to go to school full time is hard...warning to those broke people out there focus ONLY on school i don't know if i can do this 2 job thing for much longer

so my friend told me about this site..but i don't know am really not the blogger type  first of all i make way to many mistakes and can't spell for shit, as i have already misspell at lest threes word by now. but i dunno i have a lot of thoughts in my head and my friend said that this will help me out so...well see how this go.  o and i didn't dive me name because i don't know if am comterable with this yet